lawyers, i suppose, were once children:[musik: No Doubt - Running]
why is it that nothing really seems to make sense anymore?
i know i possess no right to be filled with jealousy for you do not belong to me, i know i have no authority to exercise over you, and you've made no promises to me. but surely you would understand, because i know you feel the same way when you associate me with other girls. So with this in mind i wish, so sincerely wish, you would consider not hanging out with that flirt so much because although she is your friend, you are her target, and i feel no assurance. she has hurt her, she has hurt her best friend. now why can't you see that she will hurt you too?
in addition to yesterday's article (coincidentally), i watched an episode on the simpsons today, about gays. Amusing, a little mortifying, nonetheless, taken into context that it IS a comedic attempt to approach the perception of gays by straight people, i did enjoy it, although questioningly.
today i skipped school because i didn't want to face anyone who would lead me to a path of anger, frustration and disgust. instead, i took to my bed and went to school at 3 for pitch practise.
on a lighter note, ms yeo came to me today so suddenly and her encouragement was very spontaneous. she's right, though, the feeling is awesome when you do get such a response.
thankyou.