and a vision of sugary treats befall her;[musik: Vertical Horizon - Everything You Want]
today wasn't crummy, but last night was, because i didn't sleep a single damned wink, and i was feeling extremely irritable for the whole day, admittedly. but i guess drama has a way of soothing my shattered sleepy self, although when i came home at four, i slept all the way until ten thirty. i guess i'm suppose to feel much better right now but, honestly, not much. i feel like sleeping a lot more but i've got to refine the design of the masks first.
i would also like to wholesomely admit that recently, all i've had a keen interest of listening to happens to be terribly passe songs, but they just play my chords very nicely.
i only have this to say, my dear friend.reason before emotion, because while emotions give you a little sunshine, reason's gonna save you from the storm. it's not about taking risks anymore, but counting the losses made, not only on your part. please take my advice, alright? (:you're waiting for someone to put you together,
you're waiting for someone to push you away.
there's always another wound to discover,
there's always something more you wish
he'd she'd say.