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would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
[musik: all my lifehouse songs]


honest words to pretentious vocabulary. mister?


spent my day reading mostly, and watching telly. christmas is on to us in less than twenty days, i am bored, i have run out of things to read, i have been too lazy, shameful to admit but, to do serious sketching, i keep listening to songs that won't help me feel any better, and i wish i would learn to be nicer to my friends, and stop getting angry at everything.

cause i'm waiting for tonight
then waiting for tomorrow
and i'm somewhere in between
what is real, was just a dream.

i turned down going out with a couple of my friends today, and after an hour, i contemplated saying 'heck it, let's go out'. but i just couldn't bring myself to get out of bed, couldn't bring myself to wash up and get dressed. so i slept in until two, and i just read a little article that has made me feel a little better.