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you thought your problems were gone:
[musik: The All American Rejects - Swing Swing]


two days and two nights away from home has made me tired and feeling lousy. it wasn't so bad at first, because we had good clean fun on the first night at ubin. the second night at c-ann's chalet was, regrettable.

one reason i say so is because i felt really guilty for coaxing my mom into letting me stay, and i shouldn't have been such a brat. i should have gone home, or waited for her to fetch me off instead, but a moment's folly, and i spent the night taking care of drunk people, doing things i shouldn't have done and hanging out with people i didn't know.

and suddenly, i realise how much better good clean fun is, of watching movies, having chips and instant noodles and playing pool, compared to all that shit last night, with menthol and marlboro, tequila and vodka, and all else in between.