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Get Set Go - Wait


i woke up today and realised it was really really chinese new year and then i went to watch heroes and eat some bread, and then after that i felt terrible because i've eaten so much thanks to all the reunion dinners and my arms are about the size of tyres right now


everything boils down to reason. is it innate, or is it an exterior cause? we are influenced and blinded. can this ability to reason be there without exterior influence? no, it can't. we have to work with something, to get something. you can't create thoughts out of nothing. it has to have a stimulus. like if you were thinking of cheese, you couldn't think of cheese unless you knew what cheese was. if you had never known what love was you couldn't possibly be thinking about it, because unless you fill the cavity of your conscience with things it can work with, we cannot work with anything at all.

which makes me kind of sad.
how do you live so happily when i'm sad and broken down?